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I am having so much fun planning mine and Joe's wedding.
I just thought everyone should know that.

Every time I get on here to update, I can't think of the right thing to say. so usually I write a lot and then erase it all.
Today my head is throbbing, I haven't slept well in two weeks, and I have tons to do. I am feeling slightly...well, pretty overwhelmed. I know I will get everything done, but I just can't seem to keep my mind on one thing.

I am so ready to graduate, go home, get married and leave again.

I'm going to go find medicine.

Say what???

I am still facing the excitement and shock of the fact that I am getting married in a matter of 109 days. I look at my ring sometimes and think "really??? I'm getting married!"
I never really thought I would find someone who loved me the way he does. I remember telling John Moss a long time ago that no one existed that could ever love me for who I am (that sounds a little depressing I know). But, sweet Joseph loves me even when I am having my worst day.

I have been looking at wedding cakes this morning to get an idea of what kind of cake I would like. I found some good ones and have an idea of what I want.

I am enjoying every moment of the planning process, even if I can't really make up my mind on colors, or food, or anything like that. I'm just soaking it all in and enjoying it.

"They Don't Listen To Me"

After working 6+ hours, the computer crashing, and crying for a long time, I finished my project!

This was inspired by the residents in Main who never listen to us when we have meetings. They sit on the stairs and talk to each other.

Just Decide