the more time I spend with him I realize that he is very wise. going into breakfast I was a little bit down due to some things going on here at home. but through conversation I was very encouraged. He reminded me again of God's love for me and how He only wants the best for me. He also reminded me to hold on the the hope that I have and continue to seek God and His will. on the drive home he quoted me this "do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit...Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God."
I was very very encouraged. I will make it!
I am grateful for John.