in class

"paula dean is the paul bunion of cooking, she is a pioneer...if this doesn't work we are going to have to talk about Emeril."

"paula makes this bacon cone for old people. she's crazy! she cooks with rings on"

"have yall looked through the Michael Jacksons auction stuff? it's on flicker, it's crazy!" 

"He fled the country. you can go online to look at all of it, it's really creepy. I mean, Bad?? he was bad!! god he was bad!, have you seen the moon walk? no one can do it like him! he's floating. probably one of the ugly jackson brothers came up with it and michael stole it."

"yall talk about pancakes or something"

-Thanks Collin for the enlightening conversation. 

Crazy lady Crazy Lady!

If i don't stop having jacked up dreams about mine and joe's wedding I don't know what I'm going to do!

Last night I had a dream that the wedding and reception happened and I didn't remember ANY of it. I had to walk around asking people what happened. Then Joe and I spent our first night on a boat dock that had no flat floors and was on top of our house. We ended up going down to the how to mom and dads room because they were out of town and then summer walked in and threw the phone and me and Joe (who I might add were both fully clothed :o)  )  then, we decided to go upstairs then mom and dad came home and Joe wanted to go talk to them... and I was so upset that I screamed at mom "we haven't even consummated the marriage yet!" 

I woke up shortly after. It was terrible.

Summer- please don't throw phones at us. That's not nice. 

almost done

I just read Sarah's blog and saw where she is home in Dothan.

I am ready to be home too. Sometimes at night I can't sleep because I am making a list of everything I need to do in order to go back home. I am in the middle of packing up my room here at school. all of my things have multiplied since being here and it is a slow process of going through things and packing/throwing them out. 

I have a very long to-do list between now and graduation, and I'm not sure how in the world I am going to get it all done. I need to clone myself, or get someone (i.e. summer) to come up here and help me. 

I also can't sleep because I am always thinking about how when I wake up it will be one more day closer to marrying Joe. I lay in bed in the mornings thinking about how we will decorate, what we will need to buy the first time we go to the store, what we should return, what we will do while in Kentucky. It is all so new, so exciting. 

To Do Today:

Write more thank you letters

Work out

Finish Research paper

Pack up more

39 Days.

shhhh

I'm sitting in class right now.

we are having a photography critique. I'm looking very interested in what is going on and keeping my hands still and the typing silent.   :o)

I'm getting excited about the wedding...it's getting so close! i will be going home every minute I can spare in order to prepare for it all.

This weekend on the agenda I will work on invitations, lay out, check on the tux vest colors, check the rehearsal dinner site.

Let's Go!

I've got sunshine

Yesterday I got a phone call around 11:45 and it was my amazing fiance called to see if he could bring me something for lunch, that's all sweet and all, but he lives 2 hours away!

Turns out he was driving up to take me to the doctor!

He took a vacation day of sorts to come up here and go to the doctor with me for my check-up. He's the best! He had asked the day before if there was anything he could do for me, and I was thinking that all I wanted was for him to come up here and be with me for a little while, but I didn't tell him because I didn't want to make him sad that he couldn't be here. 

We went to the doctor and turns out that my white blood cell count is back to normal! Praise God!!! the doctor gave me some medicine to help me deal with the nausea so I can finish my medicine. The only problem with that is that it knocks me into next week when I take it. I sleep so hard for so long, and then feel cloudy all day. 

I am so so thankful for Joe. He is just a huge support to me and a great encourager. Sometimes I am just blown away at the fact that God has blessed me with him and that I get to spend the rest of my life with him. I am so excited about that.

I am feeling much better these days. I am almost done taking my medicine, and I'm learning to cope with the nausea I do have. I am pretty sure I will by 100% again by Sunday.

My teacher is seven minutes late as of right now.

I would like to tell him that I am concerned about his attendance. 

bleh

I have gotten to the point in the semester where I am beginning to wear the same thing a few days in a row. 

It's terrible, I know, but if you were feeling the way I felt everyday you wouldn't give a single thought to what people thought about you.

wake up feeling like barfing, and go to bed feeling like barfing, and all the time in between is spent just trying to catch my breath and think happy thoughts.

Tomorrow I go to the doctor to find out where I stand with my blood and what not.

update to follow.